Monday, March 7, 2011
oh, its nothing. really.
oh.
recently i commented elsewhere, think it was on twitter actl, that life is like fighting a war.
everyday, its so draining, getting bad to worse.
i dont forsee much of a future honestly, if things continue the way they are right now.
id be quite explicit now, that i am pointing out my work is getting screwed.
last time, i used to be able to appreciate and live (quite well) with the messed up routine.
if only it was just another simple mess up.
rather, people are moving all over in wrong directions.
its no longer the same.
because my ns term is directly affecting the security of this place which i am supposed to call home, things and responsibilities are huge.
and getting larger, for that. it doesnt help that people are bringing things in the wrong path.
a big mess.
i wonder who'd ever understand anyway, for everything's just. confidential.
i slowly question my existence again, because i dont wish for it to reach a point where existing in this world is such a pain.
and of such that, simply not existing seems a better deal.
is that possible?
crying my way back to home, i ponder about this life.
someone tell me, that there's still hope.
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