not sure how i went about my usual searching, but i came upon azu's new single
i think the song's quite charming.
"shit", i actl exclaimed quite immediately after watching because i realise that im soaking in that feeling of nolstalgia, like living in the past.
its can be beautiful, yet it can be so painful at times. of late, so many songs appealed to my past. that i drew links automatically became quite instinctive
isint it fanciful, to have time capsules with friends? to see them 10 years later, and wonder together at the past.
id like to think, to dream and imagine, all the different possibilities that my life could have went. like recently id like to think of how my future would have been if (series of events) had not happened.
but because dreams are free from boundaries, it gives me many smiles. like obtaining goals in life, or going (back) to school.
dreams that bring (silly) joy. like mirroring sae's fashion and walking down the streets side by side with the real person.
but the very same dreams that are so far and aloft give me an equivalent misery, a failure to grasp.
such a pain, it stabs!
dreams of the past, of childhood. dreams of the future, of schools, education, of exciting things, of work.
tonight, i am lost in my sea of dreams and thoughts. or am i just too cranky from a lack of sleep, haha.
