Thursday, April 29, 2010
lief is interesting, huh?
i musta admit this week has been eventful.
interestingly, the course hasnt turned out to be as bad as we heard, or thought.
i think the seniors had it worse. or otherwise they slacked too much, that they couldnt take the regimentation when it hit them.
or perhaps life was just more slack, when i get excused from certain lessons due to my medical history.
i think i am seriously, quite sign on material.
i see relevance in a career in the navy
the colourful life it can provide me with.
real operations, thats what it is all about.
peacekeeping missions, real threats, terrorism, fighting Somalian pirates..
humanitarian aid like tsunami relief.
the sense of excitement, the adventure,
the intricate family culture of the navy. seeing only your crew for the few months on a mission out.
not to mention all that derived meaning and satisfaction.
then again, ultimately, because real threats involves real risks, and lives for that matter, hence i am unable to play my cards.
call me cowardly, but i have ideals that i must defend.
so i have to give up this illustrous path.
ah, is thinking less necessarily a good thing afterall. such a question, i wonder.
or am i simply denying the fact that things existed for me to think about.
i think im developing my old habits to shun reality once again.
so in my not so real dreamland,
i decided to admire a xiaomeimei called mayu
abit young at 16, but ohwell, small and cute in her very weird way ^.^
i think sae is nice too! she is on the athletic, sunny side, abit crazy too..
abit boyish, but thats unique. and sports a shorter hair that i fancy and can copy. oooooh~.~
of course, cant miss out on the most popular girl maeda who is forever stunning looking. i had to comb forever through her photos online to find one that defines her, yet i find it impossibly difficult as she is too versatile and has way too many types of shots.
hm. maybe tekong shld have one company for AKB.
then i can be platoon commander and call "whole lot fall in"
how wonderous would that be?
so much for idiot dreaming, anyway.
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